My Journey Through Divorce Beyond the Physical Realm 59

Spirit Message:  Leave the fear of your obsessive mind and enter the bliss of your heart.

~ Patience ~

Dear Readers, I am in the process of re-writing this blog posting because I realized that I wrote something that has manifested the opposite of what I truly desire.  So I physically and spiritually erase the words as I begin to re-create…

~ Sunshine ~

~ We Are One ~

In knowing that I Am, I am conquering the false belief of separation.

I am re-claiming my divine essence.

I am remembering the great goddess warrior that I Am.

I am fully feeling the flow of healing energy from the Universe to me and through me.

I am independent yet fully integrated into the divine web of life.

I Am All.

I Am.

In Divine Deliciousness, Beth

My Journey Through Divorce Beyond the Physical Realm 53

Love Message:  Just when you think you’ve stopped growing during this process, something new will happen and once again you will transcend.  This is the eternal life experience.

~ Ascension ~

This weekend started out very busy.  My oldest son is having difficulty with the divorce process and was home from school, again, yesterday.  The plans I made for the day were interrupted and I found myself around 9:00 pm turning off electronic equipment on my way to bed.  I have a habit of reading, meditating and relaxing in on my cozy, heated mattress before sleep, which ensures a peaceful night.

As I went to turn off my cell phone, I saw an email from A, my soon to be ex-husband.

Given the nature of our divorce and the fact that we are scheduled to be in court next week, the possibility of receiving a noxious email is elevated.  My usual pattern is to be so curious that I read the emails whenever I receive them, moments before bed or not.  This behavior has set me up for many restless nights in the past.  I would tell myself, “I am feeling too good right now for this to effect me negatively,” and I would go ahead and read it, acting without compassion for my body who desperately needs rest for healing and well being during this time.

~ Clarity ~

Last night I had the exact same thoughts and I was on my way to reading when I heard, “Do you not remember?”

“Of course I remember, but I have been doing so well lately,” I replied, and paused, just for a second, without thought, and turned my phone off!  In that instant, as I heard cheering from my guides, I realized that this simple act had jolted my frequency to yet another, more clear level.  I realized that:

I had broken a self sabotaging habit.

I chose to treat myself with love.

I chose to trust that All is well.

And yes, big things sometimes come in small packages.

As I Share My High Frequency Joy Vibration With You, Beth

“There are as many different worlds as there are perceivers or Beings or individuals. You are not here to create one world where everyone is the same, wanting and getting the same. You are here to be that which you want to be, while you allow all others to be that which they want to be.”

— Abraham